Im done with xanga for awhile.

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i guess it didnt matter. I guess everything was a lie. I guess i was never importent. All the memories mean nothing. All the things we shared they didnt mean a thing. I really tried to make you see how much i really ment to you, but maybe i was just trying to prove it to myself. I know that the time we shared was short but i still thought it meant something. But now i see the truth. When you get angery the truth comes out. & yes it hurts to say this but i guess the truth is finally out. i dont know why i care, i just do. I dont know why you dont, you just cant.  I dont know why you feel you have to lie & i dont know how it couldnt have ment anything & how it couldnt anymore. I guess you're not the guy i thought you were. When i look at you i dont see the same guy anymore. You've lost sight of who you are. I guess we'll just never understand. I dont even know what to believe anymore. I wish you could just stop hurting me & tell me the truth.

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Pretty Sweet Weekend.

Thursday-movies with Kenz & Kels.Saw Phat GIrls that was pretty funny

Friday-Movies with Kenz;Kels;Jade;Ray;Kurt;Chad;Darein.Saw Scary Movie 4.then went to Cici's.A very fun night.

Saturday-Hungout with Kels.Movies with John;Danny;& Kenz

Today-Church & then hung with the family.

All in all a pretty fun weekend i must say.I went to the movies like everyday with Kenz lol but it was sweet.

& i thought i was over you. I thought i was done. Too many shaddered dreams. Too many smashed hopes. Too many tears have fallen.Too many hearts were broken. I thought i had lost that feeling you gave me. But everytime i hear your voice my heart falls a little farther. Everytime i feel your touch my hearts beats a little faster. I wanna be your girl. Keep you coming back for more. Cause baby everytime i slip away, you make fall a little bit harder. I just wanna be your girl. I wanna love you & be loved by you. Boy,you've got me mesmerized.

omg i have to update cause tonight was amazing!!!Clippers game with Cedes;Allison;Jesse & Cory!!it was deffently the one of the best nights ever, i love these kids more then anything,they mean the world to me & i dont know where i would be without them or what i would do without them...

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All Jesse =)

Corys Nose                                       All Three of Us                             Cory & Jesse Golfing

Use your imangtion                   Cory Trying to get a hole in one....He missed^^

Jesse Watching Cory                         Cedes;Allison & Me                   Jesse & Cory

Jesse & Cory                                   Cedes;Allison & Me                      Jesse & Cory

Favortive all time picure

& i deffently love these guys

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so we deffently won our game last night =) very excited about that one!!Our team gets better with every game & i love it. I cant wait to see how this season goes =)

Tomorrow im going to the clippers game with Cedes & Allison should be pretty sweet =)

Picture from the game & dariy queen later =)

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softball=interesting

school=boring

family=entertaining

boys=blah

life=confusing

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alright so im pretty much bored off my ass...& i really have nothing to do...this weekends been ight...yesterday was our first game..none of us did too hot...& then today i went with Jade,Steff,Sunny & Sarah to darby & we helped with the boys volleyball tourny it was pretty fun..they're a really good team...& i know they're gonna do great this season...up trying guys =)

i'll leave you with some pictures from over the past few months =)

Shane                                               Shane                                            Rizzo Winnging



Darian                                                Chris                                          all of them =)

yeah i deffently love those guys with all my heart <3